These days, we start a corporate life too young., Once out of college, you keep running behind career/fame/money and what and what not, suddenly when you have left half your life behind, you realise... "Oh holy shit.... I forgot to live".
It wasn't too late since i realised that., Now, all my effort, nope, not all, As i'm not on the bench, i've still got something else to do other than searching for happiness, but nevertheless, the hunt is still on.
I tried taking some sample pieces., no rocket science, no writing books and stuff, just took few people beside me (Most of them were s/w enggs, unfortunately) and i asked them., Are you really HAPPY on what you do... Most of you would have guessed what their answer was...., Of course NO.., I'm not happy with what i do., Some said, they were, but still cribbed about whatever they did., so in that case, Are they really happy ?, Although they said Yes, It was a NO. Some of them said, I love my Career, but i hate Work (Does that make sense?)
Happiness is what we look for, thats got different names now., Can i call it "Achievement"? or shall i sarcastically call it "Greediness" ?, i can call it as many names as i want. Whatever names i give to it, all leads to a single simple thing..... "A race, with no finishing point..." Achievements/Greediness can never be satisfied, do you think it can be ? Atleast, this little mind says, it cannot.......
Now, this may sound a little weird..., off late, had seen a movie, it was an old Malayalam movie, and could not just stop admiring the people. It had characters in the hospital being treated for being mentally ill. They had a limit to all that they thought, They greed was limited, and Achievements ?, I thought they had a small vision and was easily gettable (Even according to what they were going through).
Apparently, life wasn't too good to them, but somehow, i felt, they were better off than what i was. My search for happiness was still on, and few people like them had already attained it. For a moment, i really wished, I was like them!
There is not a doubt that many would find it wierd and can very well oppose to my thoughts.. For a moment, lets be away from work & stuff... be a simple sample human with all emotions.. ask yourself, when was the last time that you had a hearty laugh, when was the last time that you whole heartedly cried (Crying makes you feel better at times). Life has just become a cycle that you follow, many of our BPO Folks have got things upside down, They go for dinner during the noon and has Lunch break at night.
"The world stands in need of liberation my lord... It still has to learn to love, The blind and deaf, the dumb and the maimed, all need to feel a healing touch..." This was verse of a hymn that i learned in my skool days, but am just thinking, who is the "Chosen One" to provide that healing touch ? We have people around who has Eyes, but refuse to see and ears who refuse to hear. All of us search for messengers to Heal the world and make it a better place to live in, but none take an initative to do it. Just like, everyone wants to go to heaven, but no one wants to die.
Well, Probably, am turning out to be a Manoj Knight Shyamalan, Not that i am turning creative like him, but dont know how to end this blog. However, shouting out something at the end of it., Dont run for SLA's/EOD/Target/Money leaving behind whatever you felt would keep you happy, all the above takes tedious terrains to get there and by the end, when you reach there., you are not in a position to be there.
Yesterday is gone, Today is yours, Tommorrow may never ever come.... so Live life the king size with whatever you have.
And lastly, if you find happiness, do let me know how and where to search it.....
Luv...
ME
3 comments:
Hey Dinesh,
Too good man... I have been thinking about writing something on similar lines too. I guess none of us (barring a few specimens) are happy about what we do at office.
I wanna be a journalist, that was my passion - a passion I'm fulfilling in ounces by writing blogs. Well, I do know a few friends of mine, who actually like what they do and I'm sure unless you like your work, there can be no achievements.
For all those whose passions are light years away from their careers, please do not keep cribbing about your career, try liking it, that is the only way out. Whatever you do, enjoy it, else, there is no point in doing it. And keep your hobbies alive!!!
U must have felt that the ppl in mental asylum are better off than wht ur...but they dont have an idea of wht they are..who they r...wht is life wht is happiness..it will be diff to even step into their shoes and imagine somethin...happiness is no doubt a variable in everyones life...it diff for everyone...its not a destination but a road leading to it...u may have name fame and money..u may still not be happy..but for someone else it might be happiness to achieve wht u have...well nothing can make u happy..its only u urself...its the way u take and accept or fight things in ur life....well be happy abt everything yaar..if not for urself..then atleast for ur neighbour or her husband....lolz...Dont take life seriously...take it sincerely...
Hmmm...interesting perception, grass is always greener the other side. u saw a 2 hours movie and got mesmerized with their detachment towards no thought process, becose u have a well paid job, mother to love, sister to care for...so many friends to share your views with...u search for happyness...where i feel happyness is sitting next to you with all the blessings...which so many of us do not have...happyness is always subjective...person-to-person, but believe me...u are the happiest if you feel blessed with what you have...the most important-SANITY! take care of it...love Onu
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